Perhaps you are correct that seeing a counsellor would be beneficial, but in the paradox that I've slipped into, I shudder at the 'loon' aspect of it all... You see I've also been conditioned to a state of denial... I can't become one of *those* crazies... Those sort of sessions seem very embarrassing -- you actually have to A.) speak with somebody, and B.) speak with them about personal things! ..... two strikes
And these whims.... Every day I wake up with a different plan-- I sold my textbooks the otherday and said "this is it." .... the next day, I went and re-bought the same textbooks; I said "What was I thinking? Just do as you're told." Then I'm told that the only reason I want out is because I'm "lazy" ... Is it a matter of laziness? Is it possible that my body just can't stand being thrown into these left-brain environments anymore?
It's embarrassing to post my images, but I will post the link for others to see them: http://www.artistportfolio.net/index.php?secret=141&artist_id=7134
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