Next time I step into the ring, wanna' be my coach???
Thanks for the support, by the by.
I am working ferociously on art and my website and getting my crap together at present. Uploaded a whack of art here today, re-did my dGallery, etc.
Trying not to dwell on the whole sordid affair. I think, had I been in better spirits that day, things wouldn't have heated up quite so much.
I would have been able to let her comments slide off my back, you know? But, well, it was a full moon, it would seem I'm heading into early "mental pause" (should have let them take my g.d. ovaries out when I had my hysterectomy...nothing but trouble...argh!) and I have been spending too much time alone since we moved to the USA. I mean, personally, I love to be alone - but SOME deep and meaningful social contact is required for mental health, you know what I mean? The cafe was filling a need for me, so it seems I needed this kind of thing to happen - to break me of what was becoming an addiction. I'm better off for the experience, in hind sight - I do believe. I'm getting back to my highly productive self. The full moon has passed, I've stopped howling and the fur and claws are receeding...:) I figure, to err is human, to forgive divine, to forget easier....so I'm just gonna' forget about that particular head to head and keep cafe visits to a light hearted minimum if I do pop in there again - and I'll definitely remember to stay in my "cave" altogether when next the full moon rises. :) :) I feel more than a tiny bit embarassed about my own reactions that day, trust me. Being new to the whole internet community etc. I have much to learn. Like, I think I got sucked into feeling sorry for someone who wasn't really real...I am SUCH a gullible sap sometimes...but, anyway....
Again, thanks for taking time to tap out a supportive letter.
I do appreciate your caring.
Hope all is going well for you???
Tap me a line, fill me in.
You know, occurs to me - maybe e-mail is a better way to go about this??? 4G@jest-her.com
Time for my work out - this getting back into shape biz is killing me - my whole body is shrieking - :)
TTFN XO G
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